why

Monday, December 10, 2007 11:25 AM - Why? Why can't I let go and say goodbye. He's getting married, he loves someone else, he will never love me again. Can I go just one day without missing him, talking about him, mentioning him in conversation, dreaming about love we had and will it ever happen to me again. Does she love him like he deserves to be loved? Is she good to him in every way? Does she make him smile? Does he walk on clouds? I hope she does all these things for him and more. I hope she smiles because of him and I hope she knows how precious his love is and doesn't screw it up. I hope she loves him completely with all her soul. I hope she is good to him. I hope I can let go and move on. I hope I find that peace within myself that lets me just BE without him even in thought.