I don't want to wait for saturday

You impress me tremendously, you read my writings, you take time out of your busy life to let me know you are thinking of me. I feel comfortable with you, as if I don't need a mask, that you can see ME as I truly am. You are kind, sensitive and a devoted father. You make me laugh and smile and think. This was how I felt last night before I got to see you in person. And then......... Then I saw you and well ...I am looking forward to the next time.

Don't know if I can wait five days to see you again. Thoughts and fantasies fill my head. Leaving was akward, I didn't want too, I wanted you grab me, to kiss me, to bring me back inside, to hold me. I wanted to reach out and kiss you several times but I don't want to scare you away. I want to hold you, and be held.
there are so many things I want to know, did it feel as "right" to you. Your smile is amazing, Did I capture your eyes like you captured mine? I couldn't read you. which is so rare for me. Your hugs felt warm and comfortable, I wonder if we would lay down together if I would just fit with your body as you have seem to just fit so comfortably with my soul.