dreams and fantasies fill my mind

I am anxious now to feel his touch, to feel his skin against mine, to be held by his strong arms, to fall asleep listening to his heartbeat. but no - don't go so fast - slow down, enjoy the anticipation, learn the joy of patience, because once we kiss it will be over, there will never be another first time. But oh how I long for his breath upon my neck, his fingers running through my hair, his tender but passion filled kiss that drops me to my knees.

Will I "fit"? Will I be uncomfortable? will I know his thoughts? Does he know mine? Is this OK?

I didn't think i would miss you
I thought my shell was pretty strong
you have pierced a hole with your smile
and delighted me with your songs
of frogs and fairytales
of who we want to be
who we were and werent and
who we can still be

I dont want to want you
I am fighting it everyday
I dont want to miss you
being alone is ok
I dont want to miss you
come back to me and ........