my last night in paradise

Tonight is really my last night to screw around on the computer. I screwed up my laptop thinking I could take shortcuts with windoze. I still haven't heard back from him, I prolly never will again and that's a good thing. I finished my essay, packed, took naps, cleaned up the kitchen, and not much else today. My sister called, she is having drama at her place and I don't want to get involved in it. I don't want to hear about her and dave problems damn it. They can't be having problems and Tanner and Cassidy are so loud - I hope my room will give me peace there. I want to paint, I have so much in my head right now. Anger, frustration, excitement, nervous, fear, sadness, worry, pain, guilt, repression, freedom, all of these and more are coming down on me right now.

He gave me Me
He showed me the mirror and
taught me to look past the reflection into my soul

He showed me that I was beautiful, a little tattered but not torn, a little weary but not worn

He held me close and gave me Me

I wish my chat buddy was on, I like to do readings with him. I don't want to study anymore tonight about anything, I don't want to pack or worry about my future, I just want to play :) Woo Hoo -