Currently overwhelmed

I have about 4 hours of homework to do everyday and it seems a bit much since I am not in the habit of going to school and having such deadlines. I feel like I have let my friend down that I told "Oh Yeah I can make you a website in a couple days no problem" It's been a month and I haven't even started other than deciding on how to do it.

School is going well I guess otherwise. I turned in my first big report this morning. I had to do a life line presentation from beginning to end. It was quite fun planning out the rest of my life with a magic wand. I hope to accomplish some of those goals that I set for myself. They seem pretty attainable.

Sam and I have been getting along pretty good. We had a blowout Saturday but then had a very long discussion after that. She seems to be able to come back to me at a later time and be very mature about trying to solve the inital issue. I had to explain to her how fragile I am and I don't think she like that. I am sure she wants a mom that is strong and invincible. - I am working on that.

We haven't recieved any cash aid for over a month - Cal/Works dropped me from their program because I supposedly hadn't turned in paperwork - yet when I turned in that paperwork last month it initiated additional payments so obviously I turned it in and it has been processed. So I got that figured out and hopefully tomorrow we can eat again.

I have decided (so far) to do my art report on Tolussee La Trec. I need to go to the Art Museum to do my report - However I have no idea when that is going to happen.

I miss going to my groups in San Diego :( Hopefully I can find a similar center up here.

I did a painting over the weekend that I am very very happy with. Cant wait till I have time to do more.