things are shakin

4:01 AM - things are shakin

Wow what a great couple of weeks, I rescheduled my Exam so I should be licensed just in time to go back to work. I made my first Purse, I finished 3 sketches and think I have the body thing down now - Very excited about that. I have written a little. I have made 2 more wands. I got my first "interventional radiology treatment" today ( just a little steroid injection in the spine) - Oh yeah the Doc says - well if it hurts real bad then you know we got the right spot (nerve) If you can't feel a thing well then I screwed up. Yes it hurt, brought tears to my eyes but it was short and the pain was quickly forgotten upon my return to my paper and pencils. Only problem is that Steroids make me mad, angry and a little "puffed" up. I really enjoy solitude when I feel like this. that's why I cant wait to get my own studio. I don't think I can make the gallery opening if I don't get some alone time soon. Especially since everytime I work on the digital work it gets lost. I really need my OWN computer and space where no one can distract me. I get so easily distracted in other peoples lives. I think that's why I watched Soaps so much cuz it was so easy to loose myself and my intentions for 3 hours. Too bad they still don't have that same effect on me. Now i need pencils, paper, sewing machines, clay, ovens, irons, paints and huge canvas'. I am being consumed by this desire to create. Trouble is I have about 40 unfinished projects that are all waiting for something. Wether its the fabric from england or the crystals from brazil or the armature wire that has seemed to dissapear from the earth. I need to get organized but since we are moving in such a short time that there is really no sense.

I am so looking forward to the time when I get to be there alone - ahhhh soon - soon soon.

Jessica's 18th birthday is Monday - She will be come her own woman - What is she going to do with herself? I wonder.

So anyhow - Cali is my home for at least the next 3 years then who knows where my art will lead me. Looking forward to the house warming party though!