omg I just had an epiphany

I have been studying, painting and reading between naps today when I came across a statement in my cultural anthropology book where it states that Cultural Anthropological research is the summed up by saying that it is immersion into other cultures, meeting new people, living and interacting with new people and often making friends. Or something like that but It was amazing. When I have talked about my desire to travel when I turn 40 I have often stated that I wanted to really get to know new people and new places all over the world. That there wasn't a place I wouldn't want to go because every culture has something to offer and something to be learned about how they survive or thrive in thier environment. I have been saying that since Samantha was born. That I wanted to dissappear for at least 2 years and study the world. If I continue in my anthropological studies I could really live out my dream. Maybe that is what I have been trying to tell myself what my purpose was but I didn't know it. Maybe this is the plan that was always made for me to study the different cultures as a career. Instead of allowing a zillion people to live with me to fill that whole inside me. I thrive off of people and the study of thier personalities, strengths and faults and why they are who they are and what do I have to learn from them.

I really feel this inside my bones that its what I am meant to do. Wow - i know what I want in life for the first time. what feels right, I just don't know how to react to this epiphany - probably keep it to my self.