Tibetan Numerology.....Should I change my name?

I hosted a workshop today with a yahoo group called SDOpenMoonRitual it was a Chalice Circle workshop on Tibetan Numerology. It was great to have so many good energy people over. The most witches I have ever seen and the age range and the variety of people was so enchanting.

It was just a workshop, no spiritual awakenings happened, the earth didn't shake, I didn't get the chills, I didn't cry, I wasn't trying to impress anyone with how the spirit was moving me, I wasn't upset because I still couldn't speak in tounges, I wasn't jealous of others "sprituality", I wasn't worried about what I looked like and who was talking about me.
I was just me, learning about a new way of looking at things.
What I got out of today is that the hindu people have a similar theory of "the collective, or Gaya, or Earth Spirit"
which makes me more motivated to do reasearch and discover the differences of each religion, the similarities of each, and then I will be able to decide what works for me and what doesn't.
I don't want to blindly bounce around through life anymore, accepting things as they appear, I want to have an educated life, filled with experiences, and a foundation of truth. Do you need to know all the lies to know the truth? hmmmm that's another story i think.
Anyhow back to the topic, hmm what was the topic, (let me scroll back up the screen.....oh yeah - tibetan numerology)
Ok, so according to the class teacher the tibetans also believe that vibration is the point, the center, if you will, of creation, all engeries have a vibration, when you speak your name you are sending out a certain wave of vibrations, each of the sounds has a numerical value and that compiliation of numbers paints a picture of who you are. It is your calling card, your image (not just physical appearance but who you are completely). Just like TV stations send out waves of vibrations to your TV set in your living room and the TV turns those vibrations into a picture that you can see.

So you may want to rethink what you call yourself or at least compare what your putting out there to what you would like to put out there. So we did our names, our first names, last names, nicknames, spouses, etc.

My name was hard to do, should I go by the name that my mom says she gave me or what is printed on the birth certificate (long story but it's a spelling issue), So I decide to do both because I changed my name when I was 13 to what was on my birth certificate not what my mom had been calling me for the last 7 years. Wow! When I use the name that is on my birth certificate I am blocked from prosperity and success and stuck in a perpetual state of change, according to the charts that Richard had provided us with. And if I go by the name that I was before I decided to change it I am sending the vibrations of a much different person, more of the person that I want to be and not blocked from anything. I am giving off an open and receptive energy. A powerful energy. I wrote this charge for myself

I am Kim with a personal powerful force that is Innovative, pioneering, trailblazing, logical, stable, and united. This takes me through times when I am challenged by feeling alone, lost, chaotic and crazy. And with this powerful force I attract wisdom, leadership, creativity, strength and divine spirituality.

So what do I do now? Do I change my name, go to tibet and find a monk and ask him? Am I ok with these types of meetings? Is it real for me if I don't "Feel" it? Can i have blind faith again, do i want it? Should I stay here and build a foundation and a home and life or take off on the next adventure - sticking to the perpetual change - Even though my sacred path cards keep insisting that I "DO" something, that I act in some way, I am beginning to wonder if the action I am supposed to take is to STOP. Stop changing my zip code and start changing ME.