Sunday, January 16, 2005

nature imitating Art!

I went to the beach today and I was taken aback by the view in the sky - as the golden sun set on the horizon, the ocean was silver, the sand was golden but it was really the sky that really blew me away. There it was: the sky that I had painted earlier in the morning - the clouds looked as if they had come straight out of painter and the purple, blue, pink and orange were so vibrant and so distinct. I felt the goddess as I stood in awe of her beauty. I had created that sky and She was acknowledging my work - A job well done I heard - NOW KEEP GOING - I can create the sky everyday if I put my mind to it. There are many people out there making a living without cowtowing to the corporate world. A world I never fit in.

I can do this - I can paint all day - and support myself if I work at it - I can do this - I am ready to do this - This is who and what I am -

Moving away from the ocean doesn't really bother me either - because I know now that I can create what ever world I want to live in. Move to the desert start painting beaches: Move to the mountains start painting the City. I can move out into the bitter netherlands of this world and I can make it!

I don't have to go to church on Sunday to see the beauty of the world. And I should probably stay away from church if I want to see the beauty in people. I am not going to hell when I die, If hell is life with out church and organized religion then Bring it on! I say.

Take me out of this square cube and let my dreams lead me to a free and peaceful existence. I am so very glad that I don't have to "Share the word" any more and feel as if everything I do is offending someone somewhere. Although I am sure I am still offending people - it doesnt rule my life anymore or my actions. I don't react to people anymore - But wow can a beautiful view get a reaction out of me.


Woo Hoo

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm saying hi to you. You talked in one of your posts about Native American People. Well yup here is one talking to you. I think your Spirituality is pretty interesting...a lot different than mine, but similar in a lot of ways. These "Faerie" creatures are pretty fun little Spirits, I'm glad they Earth Spirits because I feed them, and they must be some of the Spirits eating from the Spirit plate. I have seen a few of these little statues of them Faeries, and I'm convinced they have power of some kind even though they're man made materials. One got in a tizzy with me and I cut my thumb real bad, so I had to send her away to a girl who knows these Faerie Spirits better than me. Well you have fun young lady and keep doing good work. Don't drink that booze or do those drugs though...then you'll never hear the voices of the Spirit world or the Great Spirit, that's not what we're meant to do. Alcohol kills everything you put in it, so it can't be good to put it down your throat. Take care. Thanks for the Woodland Faerie.

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