life in a smaller size

6:38 PM - life in a smaller size
Current mood: chipper

So I go shopping with my sister who wants to take me on this new skinny girl shopping spree and of course the only cute things i can find are in size 13 which i no longer am - i keep looking at the end of clearance racks where the fat girl clothes are and now I just can't get used to looking at smalls and mediums. It's fun and weird - I took a pic with my neice and santa the other day and i look almost skeletal. My collar bones stick out and my cheek bones - but damn it feels good to be thinner. When you think about all the changes I have gone through - i really did loose another person - 100 lbs is another person - I am now under the weight that I put on my license a year ago which was about 50lb less than I was at the time.

I need new bras, new panties even shoes - everything on me is smaller now but I feel my mind and my world seems larger now. I am not self concious anymore and I can where pink boots and leopard print skirts and I feel good now - not like a stuffed sausage.